I have 3 children and my husband and I decided we didn't want any more children so I had my tubes tied. 4 months later we found out I was pregnant. Unfortunately the baby had implanted on my C-section scar and was now growing outside my uterus. I was told neither of us would survive if I continued on with the pregnancy. I had to have a hysterectomy so I could be there for my children. Motherhood is experiencing every emotion. You can not truly appreciate all the joy, unless you have felt the complete opposite.